"When I first learned about the opportunity to share our stories of going through treatment at EDCD, I was hesitant. I was hesitant because I did not leave EDCD and go out and “do” recovery perfectly. I have it bumps and road blocks. However, I know for me, I have longed for stories of people who still struggle but are choosing recovery each day. So here is my story. I entered the Eating Disorder Center of Denver in a very dark place. I had be through treatment before and felt tremendous shame in having to enter treatment again. That being said, I still struggled to fully accept I had a problem. The real reason I walked through those doors that day was to stay in good standing with my University. The first few days were the worst, but I soon realized that I did have a problem and that the people at EDCD desired to not only help me, but walk with me on my journey towards recovery. I realized why I had relapsed and I was given tools like art therapy, journaling, relaxation techniques, and visualization to help with deal with overwhelming emotions. The most important gift I was given while at EDCD was the encouragement to pull something from myself that was already there; put a voice to my experience. This is something I already knew I could do, but listening to the lies of the eating disorder caused me to forget. Since leaving EDCD the road to recovery has been anything but perfect for sure, but I have learned to see the beauty in the imperfection. It is a daily choice to stay on this road, but I was well equipped during my time at EDCD and I am grateful. "